Lewis :-)

How can you be so sad, yet put on such a good face and completely cover it up. Nobody would ever believe me if I told them I was sad…… I don’t even know why it is I’m sad. I woke up crying last night. Full on crying, it was terrible. I think I need to be back on my medication. :-( yet here I am, day after day, being stupid and goofy and weird as ever…. how does that happen?!?!